Hey all,

In case you didn't know, this is Chris and I came to say goodbye. I enjoyed playing with you. For those of you that had stories with me, I am truly sorry to bail. It was out of my hands. The longer story isn't worth telling here. I did just want to apologize for just vanishing. I will see most of you around though. Have a great summer!

Peacing out,
Chris - manicgrey

( Nessie )

( Bella )

( Leah )

That's just great. It's almost Halloween and Nessie is missing and if she is with that freak show I really will dismember him ground her until she is twenty one regardless of what Edward says.

[Private to Leah]
Have you seen Nessie? We need to go out and look for her. She's missing.

[Private to Lestat]
I know Bella told you about Nessie. Let me know if you find her. I don't know what she is thinking. You don't think she would have ran to Jareth?

I have taken some much needed time out. There are times when I just need to disappear and go feed and run.. I am back now and I think my head is a little clearer. Of course she is probably still with him and carrying my baby which is just perfect.

So how is everyone?

Leah, when is that dinner? I'm hungry.

I can't believe this turn of events. I should believe it...it just isn't real yet. I don't even know what to say. Some days I am so happy and I thought I was going to go into a panic attack of huge magnitudes. I just had to go run it off and now I can breathe again. I wish I could make some sense of it. The minute I step away from her I get pulled right back.

( Private to Bella )

I'm still angry. I don't really know why. Stupid people piss me off.

{Private to self}
I am going to spend the day with my Bella. Of course, I shouldn't think of her like that but I can't help it with the jerk gone. I swear though, if he comes back and forgives her and she goes back...I don't know. In a way, I hate the fact that I stay. I have proven I love her over and over. I am here for her over and over. She knows this and yet, the icy bastard has a hold on her. No wonder I am pissed.

Someday I want a normal girlfriend who thinks of me the same way.
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( Private to Bella )

( Private to Leah and Seth )

( Private to Lestat )

Jareth

ARE YOU SOME KIND OF PEDOPHILE SENDING THINGS TO LITTLE GIRLS WITHOUT HER PARENTS KNOWLEDGE? DON'T YOU THINK THAT IS JUST A LITTLE BIT SICK? THE PONY WILL BE GONE, SO YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK OR IT WILL BE GIVEN AWAY. SHE WON'T BE SEEING YOU AGAIN.

[Private to Lestat]
I could have been wrong about you. Blame it on too many things going on at once. Nessie seems to like you. I am making sure she is taken care of in the absense of her father. Why don't we meet and we can talk? You can possibly help with the Jareth problem.
[/Private]

I fucked up.

I am wandering around in a bit of a daze. Sorry to those who might have noticed my absence but I decided to take a few days and get me head back. I don't know that it worked but for whatever it is worth, I am going back to the shop.

Leah, thanks for keeping things going for me. I haven't seen that person in awhile, but I know you think it's a good thing. I am not going to say you were right. I just wish I could feel right again.

What is everyone doing? Better yet, where is everyone?

I think it is time for me to move on.

I am back now. I had to take a few days off without having much time to explain. I am sorry. I hear that the shop looks great thanks to Leah and Seth. I need to get back there. I missed it. I also need to figure out what the hell to do about Bella. Back in the city, it is a lot more complicated than I thought.

Private to Leah
See, I lived.

Private to Bella
I'm sure you have went back to the monster who doesn't deserve you him and you are married to that him. We do need to talk though?

Private to Elle
Sylar hits hard but I got my shots in. We can talk later if you want to get together.

I am coming into town for a bit. I will stop at Cullinary and then at the shop.

[Private to Leah]
We have some things to discuss. Meet me at the shop this afternoon. Give me an update of everything that is going on.
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[Private to Edward]
Bella needs some time away. I am stopping by Cullinary to pick up some clothes for her.
[/Private]

Why does everyone think I am making some mistake? They all say that she isn't good enough for me or whatever. I think that what actually matters is how she treats me which people fail to take into account. They also don't complain about that either - go figure.

And people wonder why I eventually split in the first place a few years ago. It wasn't this situation but another where they were all right and Jake was wrong as always - at least until some of them figured it out. I don't think so and I make no apologies at all.

Bella, I'm glad you are better even if you don't want to talk to me. That is your choice.

[Pack only]
I have been thinking a lot, especially since that meeting in my apartment, that since everyone here has all these abilities, powers, or whatever, this place might be safe to expose our own secrets. I am tired of secrets. i am sure everyone is but these people are not normal. Werewolves fit here. It would make things so much easier if they could know and we wouldn't have to hide so much. I can't meet people and shake hands without them thinking I am an hour from death with a damn fever.

What do you all think although I might just do it anyway?